However, I did want to share with you something really really good that has happened, and that is the birth of my beautiful nephew William!
William has been a strong positive motivation for me to get better and in one of my very few social outings this year, I went up to the hospital to visit him the day he was born. I was able to get to his room with the help of a wheelchair and my husband who kindly pushed me around in it.
My first impression of William is that he seems to be a calm and laid back little guy. He let lots of people hold him and pass him around without much fuss on his very first day of life. He cried a little when he didn't like something but then he got over what bothered him and just enjoyed laying around wrapped up snugly in a warm blanket.
I'm going to try and take a cue from him and not spend so much time fussing and worrying about things that aren't worth any time fussing and worrying about. And maybe I'll keep a warm blanket close at hand during the day. :-)
